INDEPENDENCE

8 years 5 months and 20 days.

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THE END.

Haven't you done enough damage?

 "The reason I didn't find a new partner because I don't have time."

You said this to my face while eating your plate of nasi lemak, in front of my friend and her husband.

So smooth. Your words cut deeper than a knife. 

My guts churn, I stopped talking. 

You didn't notice because you keep talking.

You didn't listen.

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All love is lost.

IT'S A SUCKY SUCKY YEAR

Well, 2024 suck!

Nothing good happened. 

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And I got broken.

E V I L

It hurt so bad I didn't know I could experience it. 

You're so evil. 

You put me through this.

It's so easy to remove me. 

It's just a few clicks, you said. 

But HER photos was just a few clicks too, but why does it took a year to remove?

It's not that I'm still bitter about this

I just want to compare. 

For it to be clear of how hurt I feel.. 

I feel so easy. 

I feel I'm not worth it.

I feel distance.

You didn't respect our relationship, you still don't. 

All you said was sorry when it hurt like crazy. 

You were tired of explaining, when all I want was for you to act on it.

And to find your dirty little secret instagram account

It broke my heart.

You broke me.

2 DAYS AFTER BIRTHDAY

 "I think you shouldn't feel like that" 

So I should feel as how you THINK I should? 

Am I no longer own my feelings? 

This is so sad.