Anyway, let me tell you a tale of how fucked up I
It was early of February when I resigned as a FnB Supervisor. Good job, good network, sort of good pay but not a good workload. I was abused. (no OT, which I work for free for more than 8hours a week.) So I decided to leave on the New Year's eve. Sounds good to me. New Year, new job.
But life aren't as how you've plan. They rejected my letter, and offered to give me an increment. Then I thought to myself, "For how long?" because for 16months of my service, I only got one-time increment after my confirmation. And it's not much. NOT AT ALL.
So, I did what I have to. I refused to stay while I have no backup plan. No awaiting jobs, no savings. I mean, of course I have some but it'll only last for couple of months, or so I thought.
So after a month of wandering around, I figured I need a vacation. So then I flew to Langkawi Island which started with a bad luck. I miss my flight! because I was so busy eating at the airport where I know the 35mins flight will get me to better food on the other side. Stupid me!
Well, that's not the point.
I've been doing part time jobs for 3 months here and there until I got my current job.
Even now, I'm still working at night as a part time, since I've promise that i'll help. I can say no, but I chose not to.
Some say, I'm greedy. I wanna earn more. NO. I do it because I've PROMISED. Personally, I think promises are way more important than money. It built trust between you and the other party. Once the trust is broken, it's done. There's no way you could use your money to buy that back.
There's days where I only left RM5 in my wallet. I couldn't buy food, obviously. And there's time I feel like breaking down especially when I know the fact that I have nothing at all. It really got me but never will I give up. Somehow, it taught me something. Life doesn't go as you wish. Life aren't fair and sometimes you need to learn to live in a hard way. But that's the most valuable lesson for me.
DON'T GIVE UP, SOMETHING BETTER WILL COME.